Friday, March 31, 2006
gah. i didnt get into finals for any event)): i never train enough!! mrs E chan is so going to kill me but who cares, at the most kick me out of school team lorh. blah blah blah.
i cant stand it when teachers take 45 mins to give prep talks and it just makes me feel so guilty especially times when you should not take credit for what you have not done, i feel so slack. and i never ever contribute during projects. i cant actually believe that MS TAN, did you see that
MS TAN actually took up nearly one period trying to give us some some some.. what do you call it? a talk?a lecture? does it matter anyway, everyone is getting so tired, so stressed, so grumy. so moody and the list will just go on and on... TO 2t: " this is not the end of the world people! although teachers really really give us ALOT of work and projects, we must continue to work hard and be the perfectionists that we know that we can be and do the best that we can! we have to show the teachers that we are capable of handling stress although i cant exactly proudly say that i have good time management like some people like maisie and gabby and grace. one thing i agree with ms tan, health is really more important than our studies! if we have not enough sleep, we will really not be able to do our work and pay attention in class!! jia you twotee! you have to trust in yourself and our heavenly Father above! although i cant claim credit for being able to trust in myself and in God, i believe that we CAN do it as a class! dont give up!" mrs ng and ms tan have been saying that we should ask our teachers for deadlines before they decide on it but is that really possible? and plausible? i think that we should try to complete it by the deadline before giving up though. we will never know that we are not able to do it until we try. it actually is somehow our fault that we have poor time management and our tendency to dow ork at the last minute.. ): i dont deny the fact that i AM capable of that. (: that is like SO ME. doing work at the last minute. teachers often say that we are perfectionists and we want to do the best that we can, shouldnt doing the best that we can require more time teachers? i really dont know what the rest of the class is thinking so i guess this should be the end of my post and i really shouldnt speak on behalf of 2t.. an example of a perfectionist: priscilla's bio travel brochure, although they were the ones who had finished first, they were not satisfied with the PRO work that they had done and they actually did 8 more drafts. maybe this is a little overdoing it but i must say that this project is 48 marks! just on a bio brochure, how would you know how much time we have spent? i really dont think that this is a good marking system.
project work is quite wrong and parents have complained that their children have been working on their own without the help of the group members, i know that in some groups this is a definite problem but from your child's POV, this may be somewhat biased? dont you think? the child claims to have done all the work but may not even have done like half, just because you spend slightly more time,does not mean that you put in the most effort. yarh.
i kind of agree with nic chan that project work really spoils your friendship, though it isnt really that obvious in our class because everyone is SO SO SO SO nice. yeah, but it is kind of scary how project work has such a great influence on your life. although it is supposedly to split the work and each person have less work to do. i dont really think that it works that way.. it is kind of the opposite )):
this has been an emo post. -_-
on a happier tone, i quite enjoy LA, ms tan says i talk alot less this year because i am sitting next to ahmah, but not quite true, i thought that i talked more x) okie anyway, i asked my mum whether she would let me keep my child if i was pregnant now now. and she was like hesitating for a moment and she said yep. she is willing to bear all costs and responsibilities and she says it is my fault so i naturally have to pay the consequences x) just like i thought she would say. my father on the other hand had a totally different opinion, i didnt exactly ask him the question fearing that he MAY suspect that i am REALLY pregnant. haha, he caught me surfing the net for abortion websites and asked me suspiuiously, what do you think you are doing?! getting an abortion?! what are all these for?
i was kinda squirmish and told him that it was for english and he was quite dubious! heeheex) how can he not trust his own daughter???????! but i would be doubtful too i think. heh. quite embarrassing actually.
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