Tuesday, May 09, 2006
all the pain and sorrow, i just had to cry and weep to make everything bad go away even though crying over spilt milk is no point. i had already tried my best to stop the tears, i bit my lips till it nearly bled and i bit my tongue too. but they just wouldnt stop, i mean its a natural reaction so i dont care even if you say i am a crybaby or whatever. if you had gotten the same marks as me, you would feel as downcast and depressed, wouldnt you??
i tried my best to take control of my emotionsbut the marks and the careless mistakes were far too overwhelming even for the calmest person to tah-han.
i really really studied hard this time. i really tried my best. nothing ever works. at this point in time, i really am frustrated.
i hate you grace. i hate myself
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