Sunday, August 13, 2006
ELIZABETH GAN. dont have any pictures of you alone and i dont want my horrible face to be up there so there. i stole this picture from you i think. gonna miss you a million gazillion times when you leave. my blogskin-maker and tennis partner and my ex seating partner and my current person-sitting behind me. the person that i stole markers from when i was marker-less (: helping me to "cheat" during ting xies last year using scotchtape?! the most brilliant idea as yet. liz the lizard. says everything there is to say during english ( teacher assistant eh? ) can't believe that we will never be in the same class barely 4 months from now. maybe we can meet up but even that is so different in comparison with meeting everyday.
GABBYELLE LOO. my wonderful project mate, ISO is the worst! SMPF and the countless projects that i have worked with you. you always do the most stuff i am embarrassed to say. you put in the most work and sweat. the smarty alex who always gets highest. mrs ng's future daughter-in-law? i will miss you loads when you leave. your parents only want you to go because they have your interests at heart. MGS is LOVEEE. you will probably have a brighter future there though. making many new friends each day and slowly forgetting your days in mg? hope not. ):< 4 more months! better appreciate those. actually 2 more months. but 4 sounds much better (: can't imagine 3T without you ): 3T sounds awfully awful.
i am feeling emo and depressed now.): grace wants me to take down that picture of her but i shant. (: sbc and all is really making me all confused and how there would be new people in 3T next year. >.< i dont really like the image and all but since this is all part and parcel of school life, i think that God must have had a purpose in all this. to allow us to make new friends and get to know more people? i was really really angry on friday at mr yeo and ms kon but i guess that feeling is slowly disappearing to make way for new students? they should have informed us too since it's our class as much as theirs. but they have already learnt some things we havent and we learnt some things that they haven't so how are we going to be banded! at least i have the assurance that i would be with most of the 2Teeians, i cant believe that time actually flies by so fast.
there seems to be nothing we can do to stop the invitations from going out since it has arleady gone out but the least we can do now is to make the best out of the worst and make new friends. though there will be a definite barrier between the SBC-ians and the ex-mainstreamers and blah. since our teachers already know us for 2 years,sudden new faces would be weird. it seems unfair to us since we are the pioneer batch but mummy thinks it is fine because the school believes that since the SBC program is such a good and educational program, they want to allow more poeple to benefit from the program so it is only selfish of me to deny our fellow level-mates a place in SBC. >.< after mummy said it, i felt like such a jerk, complaining about such tiny matters and asking mummy to call the school up to complain about such unfair and unjust treatment towards us. i know that most of the people invited are probably smarter than i am, so now i am thinking that maybe i really really belong in the mainstream, allowing more people who are more capable be in the so called ELITE SBC. then i will get to know even more friends. (: that's a fairly good point. people wouldnt point at me and say: " oh, you SBC blah blah" that just gets me irritated. if i were in the mainstream, people would have nothing to say of me, except: EX SBC PERSON.
something to consider. though i would miss 2T dearly. SBC would not be SBC anymore. our annual SBC trips? ):
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ELIZABETH GAN. dont have any pictures of you alone and i dont want my horrible face to be up there so there. i stole this picture from you i think. gonna miss you a million gazillion times when you leave. my blogskin-maker and tennis partner and my ex seating partner and my current person-sitting behind me. the person that i stole markers from when i was marker-less (: helping me to "cheat" during ting xies last year using scotchtape?! the most brilliant idea as yet. liz the lizard. says everything there is to say during english ( teacher assistant eh? ) can't believe that we will never be in the same class barely 4 months from now. maybe we can meet up but even that is so different in comparison with meeting everyday.
GABBYELLE LOO. my wonderful project mate, ISO is the worst! SMPF and the countless projects that i have worked with you. you always do the most stuff i am embarrassed to say. you put in the most work and sweat. the smarty alex who always gets highest. mrs ng's future daughter-in-law? i will miss you loads when you leave. your parents only want you to go because they have your interests at heart. MGS is LOVEEE. you will probably have a brighter future there though. making many new friends each day and slowly forgetting your days in mg? hope not. ):< 4 more months! better appreciate those. actually 2 more months. but 4 sounds much better (: can't imagine 3T without you ): 3T sounds awfully awful.
i am feeling emo and depressed now.): grace wants me to take down that picture of her but i shant. (: sbc and all is really making me all confused and how there would be new people in 3T next year. >.< i dont really like the image and all but since this is all part and parcel of school life, i think that God must have had a purpose in all this. to allow us to make new friends and get to know more people? i was really really angry on friday at mr yeo and ms kon but i guess that feeling is slowly disappearing to make way for new students? they should have informed us too since it's our class as much as theirs. but they have already learnt some things we havent and we learnt some things that they haven't so how are we going to be banded! at least i have the assurance that i would be with most of the 2Teeians, i cant believe that time actually flies by so fast.
there seems to be nothing we can do to stop the invitations from going out since it has arleady gone out but the least we can do now is to make the best out of the worst and make new friends. though there will be a definite barrier between the SBC-ians and the ex-mainstreamers and blah. since our teachers already know us for 2 years,sudden new faces would be weird. it seems unfair to us since we are the pioneer batch but mummy thinks it is fine because the school believes that since the SBC program is such a good and educational program, they want to allow more poeple to benefit from the program so it is only selfish of me to deny our fellow level-mates a place in SBC. >.< after mummy said it, i felt like such a jerk, complaining about such tiny matters and asking mummy to call the school up to complain about such unfair and unjust treatment towards us. i know that most of the people invited are probably smarter than i am, so now i am thinking that maybe i really really belong in the mainstream, allowing more people who are more capable be in the so called ELITE SBC. then i will get to know even more friends. (: that's a fairly good point. people wouldnt point at me and say: " oh, you SBC blah blah" that just gets me irritated. if i were in the mainstream, people would have nothing to say of me, except: EX SBC PERSON.
something to consider. though i would miss 2T dearly. SBC would not be SBC anymore. our annual SBC trips? ):
