Saturday, October 07, 2006
"why can't you use your brains!"
"can't you use your brains!"
"where are your brains!"
no matter how hard i try to deny that this means nothing to me, how can they! i know you are my parents and all and you do want me to do well in maths since both of you are so blah good in maths but maybe you could try to accept the fact that your daughter, me did not inherit your genes of math.
i am trying, i really am. but it's not my fault that i can't solve stupid mensuration questions, have no idea what on earth quadratic graphs are and how to find coordinates and doing construction of triangles.
i know i am a good for nothing, can't excel in anything at all. but that's who i am. no matter how hard you push me, scold me, hit me, do anything to me at all. it would NOT change the way that i am.
this is way too much for me. i really cannot stand it anymore. i don't want to be a failure all my life but but but what can i do! i really study, sit down, put in all my effort in trying to understand the craziness of pythagoras' theorem, set notation and other irrelevant chapters, but i still fail all teh same!
daddy, mummy, i am so sorry, but this is all that i can go, i really want to pass my math and do my best.
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