Wednesday, February 21, 2007
GROUNDBREAKING NEWSFLASHi failed my math test, again. The disappointment is getting less and less, judging from the number of tests that i fail, if i were to be let down, time after time, would it be logical? moping around and being depressed would be of no help but i'm starting to feel as though failing is so common that i totally give up on studying. what's the point of revision and revision and revision when i still cant get past that barrier of not passing.
which news do you want to hear first the
A2 or the D7, the question that i asked my mummy. immediately came the reply, " you got D7 for your math? maybe you should go to mr yeo for more help" sometimes we are so quick to point out that someone has done badly, that we forget about the A2. i was exhilarated with my jap marks, plus i passed my sakubun for the first time in a long while,
HAH, lauren tan, you have a bad influence. and i passed the sakubun without asking anyone for help. (: (: i felt so guilty for letting my mum down, that i failed math yet again, but i really honestly tried, i just have the urge to say "well, it's not my fault" but who else's fault can it be. i'm so fast to point fingers but reluctant to admit that it's my fault. i hate it.
i felt so anxious during jap, i was completely at a loss of what to do. i didn't know why i felt that way, my head was just spinning non-stop, thinking of the endless list of things that were on my mind.
Lord, please help me, i have no idea how i am going to continue living my life without Your help, Your voice Father.i don't have the ability to mope around, whenever i'm depressed, i get even more hyper than ever, i have weird syndromes, and oh well. it's just a fact.
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