Wednesday, February 28, 2007
it's going to be march soon. wowwwwww. can you believe it. MARCH- the third month of the year, which means, that we are already 1/4 through the year! (eh? is my math correct? )
oh, and i was really upset today, it may not have been obvious but you really really hurt my feelings. but oh well, it's your opinion of me, and i dont care anymore. why should i care how you view me? i shall just treat you normally, not that you care, i cant say that i dont care but i wont care as much as i did today. yeah. you probably dont even know that your hurt me.
i'm relaxing alot now, thanks to many many many people who have been counselling(?) me. hahaha, i was really in a state of distress but i'm much much better now, i feel like i know what i want to do next. i prayed and listened to God's voice.
i was disappointed by my physics test, awfully shocked and shaken but i guess it's God telling me not to be so complacent for the future tests and work harder. maybe i had illusions that i worked really hard and studied but i was not accomplishing anything? i just have to accept that C6 and live with it, there's no other choice, is there?
thank you AVRIL LEE, for being so very nice and telling me during lunch that you studied 3 minutes before the test and you got an A, that really boost my already low morale. I'm really really grateful that i passed overall with a C6 even though i got second lowest in class for the test, which IS a fail. i still passed. i passed. and i didnt cry, though i wanted to, i just controlled and controlled, crazy thoughts that were running through my mind, i shall not state. i had no mood to do physics.
I AM OVER MY PHYSICS MARKS. DONT MENTION THE C6 UNTIL THE PROGRESS REPORT ARRIVES.
trytrytrytrytrytrytrytrytrytry. 3 letters. you can do it, liana chek.
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