Tuesday, February 27, 2007
LTC meeting was rather productive today. Though we got scolded by Mrs Chen quite badly, yes, we deserve that scolding, i admit. there were so many loose ends in everything. now i need to go back to the maintenance office which is so near yet so far. ): ): ): I need sarongs.
many people have been feeling emotional and lifeless and depressed. so have i. during training, i was just boiling mad at the whole world, that i just could not train properly and the already angry jiaolian because of some douglas situation, yet again, was screaming away at
US. but she said some very meaningful words, which set me thinking (yes, i do think, FYI)
- why exactly do we train so hard
- who do we train for
jiaolian says this every training but today, it just struck me that God gives me the strength to swim and glorify His name and He is so powerful and wonderful that nobody else can overpower Him.
Then i come back and glare at the stacks of assignments and research that i need to do and i'm just putting it off now. so, i go online and talk to cheryl <3! thank you for listening to me and helping me, sorry for venting all my frustrations on you and not lending you a listening ear, but i'm thankful that you prayed and the Lord helped you.
I'm worried about so many deadlines, tests and my crazy week (THEORY EXAM!) ahead. That i can't understand math for the life of me. Even if you teach me a million times, i won't even understand a single word. Honestly, i passed my math re-test and i was quite happy until i saw my mistake, something that i knew i shouldn't have made.
"quoting" candice, " i spend hours with you, i practice you and yet no matter how hard i try, i can never understand you" on math. how applicable.
i just realised that nothing on my blog is ever happy. Am i ever happy?
My best friend is You, Lord.
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