Tuesday, March 06, 2007
today was really really scary. i think i was quite affected after seeing jarett break down plus i have full confidence that he would get the qualifying timings! he seems like a strong person and even he was emotionally affected by jiaolian even after training that jiaolian had to call his parents to clarify everything. all the parents were like surrounding him, comforting and consoling him. i know jiaolian was giving us alot alot of stress, which was supposed to make us nervous and hence, swim really really fast for NAG, which so isn't working.
how am i supposed to swim 100m free, first 50 slow-fast then next 50 fast-fast-fast. after swimming slowly, how am i supposed to suddenly pick up speed and sprint! i am like really (short-distance, short-distance) all the way. ):
and my 50m back is terrible, once i crash into the lanerope i think i'm disqualified and i cant do a proper underwater kick because my hips aren't strong enough ): so i have to swim much harder than people who have strong stomachs and hips. BOOOO.
i am so scared that i would get disqualified! after such long long times of training. and and and, i only have one last training before teh actual event and we didnt sprint today because of the rain, i hate it when it rains at the time when i least want it to. i really pray Lord, that it wouldn't rain on thursday.
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