Monday, April 09, 2007
My awfully emotional and angsty post got deleted by accident, when i clicked the "do not wish to save changes if you navigate away from this page" button (: I know i'm awfully smart. But, now that it is all over, I'm quite happy that it's deleted.
haha, only cheryl and the person involved knows about it so i shall not blow it out of proportion since you have already apologised so many times (: HAHA. The crazy load of sms-es yesterday. WHEE. The happiness of not using our own sms-es, stealing mummies' smses.
YES. Do not ask me about my swimming results though i'm relatively appeased that i got 2 bronze and 2 fourths. HMM, my backstroke totally screwed up during competition! If i had swam my best timing, i would have gotten second easily, but i was just so exhausted after 50m free and yeah, leading to a timing which is slower than my PB by 3 whole seconds. SIGH.
Physics gives me the creeps, especially since i failed the first ever "easy" physics test, that confidence totally drops,a mental barrier that i cannot achieve a pass for a test that is harder. ohwell. I just wrote my last letter <3.
I skipped jap yesterday! *grin* because of the hk3i project. We have really matured since sec1.
yay. happy post. off to study physics!
reply to tagsgrace:yesyes, i know you can tag. HOW AMAZING.
cheryl: yep! i stole the last phrase from you (: HUH? What spark? HOW! tell me!
nic: hello partner (: DJW was awesome, can't imagine jingning crying. haha, i didnt look at all of you (:
lauren: how could you think that it's cool?!
carmen: okay, if i have the time.
cheryl: who's the one who didnt reply my sms until 1030 at night?
cheryl: I TAGGED ON YOUR BLOG MY REPLY. love you too(:
grace: I thought you had high expectations? ohwell, i'm really really glad that i got through it already(: But when ms cheong did mine, she was really really relaxed and in a good mood basically.
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Today was an overall bad day. Bad thing #1: i failed my chinese test by 3.5 marks. I haven't really told anyone my marks besides nicole :D
Bad thing #2: I wanted to die when i saw my physics file with like a million folds. And only 8 signatures + 2 for prac!
Bad thing #3: 3T got a lecture from ms cheong, standing up
Bad thing #4: I totally screwed up my sakubun test, i had no idea what to write so i just basically wrote rubbish.
Bad thing #5: I'm having a cold and a headache looking at the many folds in my physics file
AH well. I'm feeling relatively relaxed compared to in the afternoon. I was just like thinking of a very very emo blogpost but now, i've forgotten everything :D relax, i was NOT even thinking of suicide(murder).
I really really hope that i can leave school by 430 tomorrow AND clear all my physics corrections. I desperately need that mark! I was really really boiling mad at Ms Cheong at that point in time when i was just so close to breaking down, such little-lest things really make no difference to me. That has always been my attitude, all along.
when i ranted and complained to mummy she just said
"do you have a mad physics teacher or what! Don't be stressed over such small things and i'm not allowing you to stay back till so late, it's ridiculous"
Doing physics corrections is just part and parcel of our physics journey in a certain sense i guess. I never really thought that a file could actually mean so much. But honestly, Ms cheong really really sacrficed so much of her time to help us to improve, i suppose i was just too annoyed to see how much she has to do in comparison to us. I would never be able to do it, assuming i became a teacher, which would never ever happen.
yeah, the end of my horrible day. Now, i'm waiting for my show to start and i'm feeling so free though my physics file scares me tonnes, i'm going to school early to do it tomorrow morning and recess.
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